An Emotional Love Letter From A Broken Lover
- Hardik Nanda
- Jan 3, 2016
- 2 min read
Dear Love,
When I say you’re Heavenly, What I’m trying to say is that you are a kind of haven that makes a bad man change his ways. No written words can adequately express our deep, deep love. You taught me how love was like a flowing river, Flowing in it’s natural course, The rocks and stones were obstacles and how love can make it’s way around it and over it it. The more you try to control it, The more you try to condition it, The harder you try to clench it with your fist, The sooner it’s out of your reach. You taught me how intimacy is beyond physical.
My love for you is not uncertain about where it grounds. It is transparent, because love does not restrain or constrict or restrict. Being with you I realized, Love is not colliding your two separate identities together to become one item which is not capable of existing without the other person. Love is going through the experiences of life individually and coming together to create the magic of love, The intimacy of souls.
Love is supportive. Love desires the extreme good and positive from the other half, knowing full well that when both people are independently happy and bring that happiness to the relationship, the highest love can be felt. You taught me, Love wasn’t ownership, Love was letting each other be, Seeing the potential in your other half and supporting them to be the best they can be.
My Love, Loving you has been the sweetest and the most endearing inclination of my entire existence. Now that heaven’s angel come to you to take you away from me, This brings me to realization that this is my greatest heartbreak. Being Sleepless with Passive tears is traumatic. Everyday as the sunrise fades to sunset, I find it breathtakingly despairing to process that you’re not in my arms. I meditate on it and realize how fortunate I was to live my life with the greatest and the strongest woman I ever met.
There’s not one fragment of feeling, Shiver of thought or moment of time that I’ve not cherished spending on you darling. For the first time I heard your voice, You silenced the demons in my head, In a way no one could ever before and that’s when my heart started loving you from the core. Thank you for chasing away the darkness in my mind, For accepting who I was. But only If I could cuddle you whilst the howling wolves in my brain stayed calm. As the day turns to night only to be swallowed by sun, I will tell you I love you, again and again, over and over. Now that we know, Love is not linear but a roller coaster, That it can heal and mend your soul, I will be here aching for you and prove everyday that death isn’t stronger than love.
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